sometimes people leave you hafl way to the woods

Gods above, he hoped no one would come to see him now. Tubbo covered his mouth with his other hand and slid down onto the floor, leaning against his open door, letting the grounding cold sink into his skin. Even if it meant never seeing the love of his life again. Tubbo wouldn’t wish his experience on anyone. He was jumbled and scrambled and wasn’t quite like the Tommy he knew. And when Tommy came back, he wasn’t right. But Dream was the only person who can revive people and he wouldn’t revive Ranboo. Tommy had come back from the dead, right? Surely Ranboo could too. Completely fully dead and Tubbo wasn’t sure if he could believe it. Ranboo, his best friend, his soulmate, his other half, his husband, was dead. Ranboo is gone and is probably stuck in some dark plane somewhere just like Tommy was. Ranboo is gone and he’s never getting him back. Tubbo had been so caught up in worrying about Micheal and speaking to Technoblade of all people that Ranboo… Ranboo thought it was so cute that he immediately took out a camera and captured it, printing the picture and keeping it in his pocket. Micheal jumped and clapped and it was probably the best thing Tubbo had ever witnessed. He was grinning and holding his torn plushie. It was taken the moment they put up the family portrait with Micheal standing proudly in front of it. Looking at the picture made Tubbo want to cry. They infect, and they manipulate and they hurt, hurt, hurt.) He cares so much but his hands constantly feel like they carry a lethal poison and if he gets close enough, he will infect everyone around him. His own kid is missing and maybe if he was home enough, or if he cared enough Micheal would still be here! How hadn’t he noticed? How had he not seen that Micheal wasn’t safe in his room? To be fair, he hasn’t been home often since Ranboo hasn’t been visiting and he still hasn’t forgotten about that nuke, but that makes it worse! He hasn’t been home enough to see his own kid and now he’s missing. His Micheal who he will get back, even if it kills him.

His Micheal, who is the only person he has left. His Micheal who clutched onto Tubbo like a golden latch at night begging for him to tell him a story. His dear Micheal who covered his walls in drawings of his family and brushed out his chickens’ feathers. His glorious boy who smiled as bright as the morning sun and giggled as joyfully as bees in a flower field.

Tubbo squeezed the picture in his scarred hand tightly as if it was a lifeline. He had just waved Techno goodbye after he had delivered a crumpled picture and the worst news he had ever received and watched as the piglin shuffled away and pulled out his trident. Standing on weak legs and leaning against his doorway, Tubbo felt like he had breathed for the first time today. Stats: Published: Words: 1,470 Chapters: 1/1 Comments: 1 Kudos: 38 Bookmarks: 2 Hits: 285

he imagines ways he could be killed a lot.

Ranboo and Toby Smith | Tubbo Have a Child Named Michael.

Mentioned Clay | Dream (Video Blogging RPF) - Character.

Mentioned Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF) - Character.

Mentioned Tommyinnit (Video Blogging RPF) - Character.

mentioned Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF) - Character.

Sometimes people leave you hafl way to the woods